Dear Self,

I hope you recover as soon as possible. I know its been hard lately, just pray a lot. It’s hard especially when you’ve got no one to spill everything out, I know you don’t want to get your friends to worry so much about you or you might get hurt when you’ll know they don’t care so much about you, that they might get irritated with the dramas of the same guy who hurt you over and over again. Just let it out, cry as much as you can until you’re tired of crying. I know it’s hard to accept the things that is currently happening right now and you don’t know what to do and how to save yourself from this agony but trust God, trust in Him because everything happens for a reason. I hope one day you’ll accept the fact that he’s gone and he got someone to hold right now, that he’s happy with his new girl right now. I hope you stop crying one day and start being happy. I hope one day you start trusting, appreciating and start loving a guy that would do anything for you to be happy. I hope one day this all will come true. I hope God hears everything you pray. I hope one day everything that kill you wont kill you anymore. Stay strong!